Wednesday, 22 February 2017

5AM, 23rd FEBRUARY

(MY BIRTHDAY TRIBUTE)

At the break of dawn on a beautiful day divinely ordained by God himself. The silent still hovers the atmosphere peaceful and calm and the serenity was much more that which is seldom felt by man. While most people where up and running getting ready for the days task others where enjoying their peaceful sleep. No one envisage that God himself was about to break the natural laws of birth just to speedily get his vessel into planet earth. The to-be mum had no idea what she bears in her womb, but the constant pounding and hitting of the little angel made her wonder. The priceless jewel couldn't wait one more second, minutes,hour or day, she was running out of time as the world desperately longed for her being destined to impact generation unborn, so the hitting continued. The expectant mother who was already convinced of her due date, reluctantly took a stroll for a regular check up,, oh oh oh,,,,,, how the best things happens to us when we least expect. Unknown to her, God himself was about to twist the law of nature. The check up was going smoothly with no abnormalities recorded or felt, yet, as soon as the expectant mother was certified fit enough to rise and leave, protruding out of her walls was a very hairy head of her innocent angel. Amazed and terrified at the very unusual happening, medical team swung into action and this cutie was effortlessly  welcomed with much joy and gladness. While others rejoiced,the beautiful jewel cried and cried and cried,not because the world was a terrible place to be in, but because she wished at the point they knew she was just existing, her life was only gonna begin the moment she activates her purpose, then she will stop existing and starts living. And today she now joins the rest of the world in rejoicing with gladness, because she has not just found her purpose, she has activated it with a loud bang. She is me.

YOUR FRIEND AND SISTER
MARTHA SAGAY.

Monday, 20 February 2017

EMOTIONAL RAPE

Are you truly Single?

1. Do I enjoy me whilst I don't have anyone or my life is summarily an agitation of 'O, I am alone?

2. Do I think I have to always have someone in my life even if the person is not God's will for me?

3. Do I appreciate that being single... Not dating, not courting and not committed to anyone is actually NORMAL, OKAY AND DOESN'T OFFEND GOD if that's his will at that time?

4. Are you 'status' single but emotionally committed or even emotionally married? That's wasting the single power!

5. Being emotionally married or committed whilst single-single by status is a complication... It's not just abnormal it is making an already demanding life hard on yourself

6. Get it right
These guys aren't 'single'
They are 'committed'
Dating
Courting
Married!
So if you aren't in any of these and you are emotionally committed and obligated, you are in 'conscious emotional rape'

7. We hurt ourselves when we think the opposite of 'single' is 'married'... Leave that for the forms we fill:
Being single is actually being alone and good... Being 'not committed' but doing exactly what God wants you to do

8. Being single is GOD'S plan to train us in emotional discipline!
Why is there someone always in your life even when you know they are the wrong ones?
Because emotional discipline is lacking... You always want someone to service your raging fires

9. Being single is GOD'S plan to make you find yourself and your purpose without interference from anyone so that choosing who shares that life is easy... Being single is being in discovery phase before partnership phase!

10. Too many people have never been really single so they come into marriage not understanding what it means to be a strong part of the Union! They have built nothing but demand, dependence and dysfunctional pairing! So there is an imbalance from the very start.
Let's figure out ourselves and get it right once again.
YOUR FRIEND AND SISTER
MARTHA SAGAY

Friday, 17 February 2017

waiting without expecting


I got inspired to write this by starring at a clock:
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You know how you're at work or in class and you can't stop looking at time cause you just wanna be done and go home? But then the more you pay attention to time the slower it goes.
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It's the same thing with life. The more you're waiting on something to happen to you the longer it will take. Why? Because you're idolizing it way too much!
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What we need to do is let It be. What's meant to happen in our lives will EVENTUALLY end up happening regardless of how long it takes. You cannot undo what destiny has labelled you to become.

Impatience is our enemy. We need to stay focused and not rush life and things to happen when we think they should regardless of how much we want it now. There's a time for everything!
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God created time so everything doesn't happen at once, which is a total bonus because that means you haven't actually failed until you give up.
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So just live, and wait without expectation. Just let destiny catch up with you on due season! Cause it will! Maybe not today but definitely someday!

MODEL=koko

Sunday, 12 February 2017

EMOTIONAL BUCKLES . part A

It's okay to want to be strong by buckling up your emotions and acting like all is perfect within. So wrong to continuously bear all the pain alone because a possible negative outburst is inevitable.Talk about how you feel with people you trust who genuinely care about you. Stop pretending you are fine if you cry yourself to bed every night over the same stale thing. Stop pretending you're happy if you know that your whole heart is a labyrinth of scars. Stop pretending like you've got it all together if you know you are deeply broken. Stop hiding yourself behind your smile. It's okay to not always be okay.  Everytime you feel hurt rising back, know that it's a sign from your body asking you to release those emotions, but if you choose to instead buckle them, you'll end up bursting and make more damage to yourself. LET IT OUT, by admitting it's there in the first place, let it out by accepting that it's hurting you,let it out by accepting that it's a reality you can't escape and let your courage give you grace. It's something you can learn to do. There are a lot of people I know who will for no reason talk about their fears, worries and pain. What a shame of pride!  Christ the Savior of the world in his almightiness cried out in Gethsemane to his father he trust so much, we as mere mortals are in no inch as strong as he is, so you see, it's okay to cry it out and talk about it. Confide in your father in the secret and share with trusted mortals in the open, it's a step that heals you gradually and unconsciously. Not necessarily seeking for advice or consolation from them but talking it out for your sake. We buckle up so much inside and it's okay but our emotions shouldn't be part of it. The scriptures admonishes us not to let the sun set on our anger, how much we should love our neighbors and many more, all these are types of emotions that should be expressed and not bottled up. Why hold grudges when you can easily express your displeasure and move on. We are in a planet clouded with emotions, where everyone and everything tries to express themselves in the best possible way. Stop choking yourself to death,christ bore our sins and died for same course. We hopefully wait for his second coming so stop trying to play Christ. LET IT GO AND FREE YOUR SOUL, the burden is too much to bear alone so drop them at the feet of the cross for it was finished there. Take my hand and let's walk this path together.

YOUR FRIEND AND SISTER
MARTHA SAGAY

Wednesday, 8 February 2017

NEW ERA OF RISING. (part A)



Crushed and broken you seem, well then read what this damsel in same shoes says to herself.

You may water me down to smother me out, but she will rise without a doubt.

You may close the lid to seal me tight, but I will still pop back up ready to fight.

You may put down my name or say I'm the blame, but still I rise to my own truth perfectly intact & sane.

There's a girl who is scared, but won't resist the heat of the flame.

She is wary, but still she knows, she is sacred to the earth and pushes her way through the dirt that tries to cover her soul..

She carries within destruction and grief that's carved river deep, but still she flows with the currents of the creek.

True beauty lies within her as she takes a glimpse at her soul set on fire, full of memories unfold and dire.

Her vision is the capture of sacrifice she doesn't regret.

The goddess who howls screams, crawls, and dragged her body through the soil and rocks holding her torch in her hand, heart filled with pride as she buries the picture perfect image she can't stand.

To the goddess who won't keep quiet, live in silence, or hide, and who walks through the heat of the fire brave and unattained.

Painful memories rise to the surface she never knew were there, but she still lays her heart open for those who dare to navigate through  despair.

To the beloved sister who lives her truth, unapologetically, open heartedly, and weaves the thread of her new veracity.

This is the new era of the rising goddess who's often misunderstood and rises in silence unafraid.
We have to face life with a bang and look every challenge in the eye and give it a wink.
Say these words to yourself daily irrespective of your gender, race, culture, tradition and religious belief. They sure will stare up the dead giant in you and give your life an entirely new beginning.
YOUR FRIEND AND SISTER
MARTHA SAGAY